Well, I thought it was a funny title. I'm so tired. I actually can't wait to go back to school. I'll be back on schedule. I've been having weird feelings today. I found out this guy that used to be in orchestra with me has passed away. He was only 20 and he was an awesome pianist. I remember him playing in the Chamber Orchestra. I really miss him.
On a lighter note. I'm starting to like my tan. I've been going tanning often. Maybe a little too often. I went in a new bed today and the facials were way too hot. I'm doing this because I want to feel a little better about myself. I'm doing this because I want to see what kind of reaction I'm going to get from Dr. Ryan, my knight in shining armour (as stupid as that sounds). If I could have sex with that guy I would. And I can't wait until the end of May because he might be working Orchestra at NYSSMA with me. Me and him alone...one can only dream....
