I walked into this garden...filled with all these magnificent plants and flowers. I looked at myself and I was naked. I didn't care though...I felt so free. Then I looked around and behold...there he stood right across from me, also bare. It was like Adam and Eve...he was my Adam...and I was his Eve. I ran to him and he caught me in his warm embrace. We kissed passionately, rubbing our hands all over each other's naked bodies. And I felt something...my body was tingling. It was so weird...it was like something I've never felt before with any other man. I kissed his lips, his neck, then his chest and then I moved to his manhood...
Yes...I had another Dr. Ryan dream. This wasn't last night though...it was the night before...after the Contemporary Ensemble concert. I don't know why I've been having those dreams lately...I guess I just feel a lot of lust towards him. A LOT of lust...And I feel so selfish For having these feelings. He has a beautiful wife and 2 of the cutest kids I've ever seen...and what do I think of? Fucking him wildly. I try not to think about it, but it ends up being really hard at the end. I have to think of a good way to stop myself from acting like a fool when I work with him at NYSSMA.