I had a dream about Dr. Ryan last night.  I dreamt that we were talking (about what I do not know), then all of a sudden he took me in his arms and kissed me.  I woke up and I was kind of happy, but now that I think more and more about it, I get really scared.  I don't know why I should be scared, but I am.  I really can't wait to see him though. He lights up my day with his sarcastic humor.